My alien abduction experience

It was sometime in October of 2000, about a month after I’ve come back from my first visit to the US. I was living in Guildford, UK at the time, working as a web developer and database analyst.

I was sleeping, and suddenly I woke up. I don’t know what time it was, but if I was to make a guess, I’d probably say it was about 2:30 AM or so. I immediately got completely awake, and alarmed. I woke up because I felt something moving on my feet on the bed, on top of the blankets. Whatever it was, it did not have the full weight of a human, it felt more like a dog or cat (there were no pets in the house where I was renting a room at the time, and my door was locked).

I got extremely scared, since I couldn’t understand what that was. I didn’t make a peep, neither I moved. I don’t know if they had paralyzed me, but my idea at the time was that I consciously decided not to move, as to supposedly mimic that I was still sleeping. I didn’t open my eyes either.

Within 20-25 seconds of all that happening, something else touched my head. It seems there was more than one of them in the room. As it touched me, within 2-3 seconds, I was back at sleep like nothing had happened. Which is crazy to think that I’d go back to sleep so easily, since I was wide awake and in sheer terror.

I do not believe this to be a case of sleep paralysis. I have had a few cases of sleep paralysis over the years, and they all happened while in an altered state (in a lucid dream state which clearly differs from my waking state). Instead, that night I was 100% awake.

The next morning, the alarm clock woke me up, at my usual time at 7 AM. I sprang out of the bed, and I was feeling completely OFF. Like, REALLY off. You know how you might feel sometimes when you’re really tired and you need to sleep 8 hours to recover, but you only sleep about 2 hours or so, and so you wake up and you’re kind in between of two states, feeling really off? That’s how I felt.

I got ready and went to work. I was feeling sick and had pain in my abdomen.

For a month, I was extremely scared to sleep at night. I was sleeping along a picture of Virgin Mary that my mother had bought for me years before to… protect me (lol). I was shaking and shivering for at least an hour every night until sleep would finally arrive. The fear went away gradually after talking to a monk (I believe he was Catholic, but I’m not sure), who used to setup two chairs in the middle of Guildford’s High Street on Saturdays, waiting for people to talk to him if needed (he never spoke in the middle of the street as some fanatics do, he just patiently waited all day for anyone who might needed to talk). I approached him as he almost started to pack to leave, at the end of the day. He listened to me, he prayed with me, and he told me to not fear. That’s all he did, but he helped me. I thanked him, and I asked him if he talked to many more people that day. He said I was the only one!

Since then, I haven’t experienced anything else like that consciously. I never had any missing time. If they’re still coming for me, they definitely don’t screw it up anymore. ‘Cause if they’ll screw it up again, I will break their big, fat skulls.

Subconsciously though, it’s another story. I’ve had many dreams and lucid dreams about aliens and UFOs. The most recent one, just a couple of weeks ago, where I was lifted off my house where I currently live, along a few others, and we were placed on a hangar of a big UFO. We were all waiting for the other shoe to drop when the aliens arrived (about 20 of them), but they had altered our perception to not see them with their true form. So the Greys looked like this kinda. Big wig, big head, large eyes, feminine. I immediately realized that they were putting screen memories instead of revealing themselves in their true form, and I thought that they looked ridiculous.

I don’t quite find the Greys dreams that interesting though. They’re kind of same-old, same-old. What’s more interesting is that I’ve seen 2-3 times in dreams the same type of spaceships appearing out of nowhere on our skies worldwide, and kinda stay there without communicating. Their shapes are very irregular, without any symmetry, they’re not like saucers or triangles that we normally associate with the Greys. They’re just strange, design-wise. The closest I could find can be seen here. I don’t know who the occupants of these spaceships are, I never seen them.

The Deconstruction of the United States

Donald Trump is becoming the Great Deconstructor. By pulling out of international politics in many ways, the US loses influence. And while doing so, it alienates the beach-front liberal states, making them push ahead alone too. Basically, not only he pulls out of the international scene, but he weakens the federal government inside the US as well. Some might think that this is what Republicans wanted anyway, however, I think The Donald is doing so by mistake, without realizing that he’s doing it. Because that definitely doesn’t make America “great again”, unless they’re referring to the America of 1830.

So what’s to happen in the global future? Probably some international chaos for a while, or, another country stepping in to fill the US shoes. Most say it’d be China, but my money is on Brazil. The EU won’t accept China, so since they can’t fill up these shoes themselves due to be drowning in bureaucracy, they will probably pick a rather big, but neutral power. Brazil fits that bill.

The Polluter - Art by Eugenia Loli

Arguments against Jacobs’ theory of invasion

David Jacobs, PhD is the foremost hypnotist in the UFO world, and the first one who asserted that since early 2000s, the alien hybrids already live among us. His opinion is that we’re been invaded “from the inside” by alien beings that happened to discover our world a couple of centuries ago. He finds the whole deal extremely negative.

While I fully agree with Dr Jacobs on the “how”, the mechanics of the abduction phenomena, I disagree with him on the “why”.

Jacobs: They’re invading us.

Me: In a way, they are. However, when the current 1st gen earth hybrids interbreed, their children won’t necessarily see themselves as alien. I’m sure you don’t see yourself as British, even if your ancestors generations ago might have arrived to the US from there. They might even forget their origins, and consider themselves fully human — despite the upgraded abilities of theirs.

Jacobs: We’ll be a second class species.

Me: Yes, that will suck for a few generations. I give you that. That’s the only truly negative I see in this whole thing, how the silent transition will be dealt as. It might be possible to bridge the “ability gap” with technology anyway, until things normalize in the population.

But then again, you must consider the various sub-species of the Greys as well. There are the tall ones, the short ones, the ultra-short ones, the old-looking ones, the praying mantis ones, etc etc. Surely, not all of these types have the same level of consciousness and abilities. And yet, I didn’t see the powerful mantis exterminating the short Greys, or the ultra-short ones. I also never heard of lower class Greys getting abused, or being unhappy about what they do. Each sub-species has found its place in the system and it does the job that it’s intellectually equipped to do, and no more. You might argue that this is because they’re not as individualistic as humans are, but have you put any thought on the possibility that humans are so chaotic exactly because they’re so individualistic and self-centered, and that part of us might need a bit of taming?

Remember your own words: what Greys are afraid most in the humans, is violence.

Jacobs: They arrived a couple of centuries ago.

Me: VERY unlikely. Statistically speaking, this is almost impossible to be here for only so little time, for only their species to find us all this time, and only to find us right as we entered our industrial & technological era. These are too many assumptions to be true at the same time. A more logical explanation would be that they’re here for much longer, and they have intervened the same way in the past, and they do so again now.

Jacobs: The abductions are purely physical.

Me: I disagree. While a large number of them are physical, not all of them are. Discounting as “confabulation” so many people’s reports that they could see their sleeping body left behind while pulled away by the Greys, is closed minded. Another thing to consider: The scope of daily abductions on the planet is massive, and yet, very few sightings are been reported, in comparison. That could mean that a lot of these abductions just don’t happen in our space-time. It’s in fact this inability of yours to think past the material that has left you thinking that:

Jacobs: They’re sinister and they have no right.

Me: If you look at it from a local point of view, they’re sinister alright. Monsters who abuse innocent people (and cows)!

But if you look at it from outer space, they are doing the best for the planet. If you haven’t noticed, humans aren’t the only species on the planet, and all the other lifeforms here are suffering because of us.

I don’t believe it’s a coincidence that their program intensified right after our atomic age. In fact, I find this to be the strongest clue as to “why”, and “why now”. To me, that’s a dead ringer.

See, landing on the White House lawn and dictating policy will not work, because humans can’t comprehend what would be asked of them (e.g. only eat pastured or no animals, stop cutting more trees, stop consuming etc etc), and so they would see this as a literal invasion, and a dictatorship. Terrorism and guerrilla fighting would ensue, just like you see in the traditional alien invasion movies and TV shows.

The only way to fix our predicament, is to fix our species from the inside out. If we’re not part of the solution, we’re part of the problem. And homo sapiens is THE problem, because it’s as far as it can go intellectually to clean up its own mess. We need a new, derivative species to be able to tackle the problems that homo sapiens created.

And yes, eventually, even that new species will be replaced out with something even more capable. I don’t doubt that.

After a species becomes technologically advanced, it should be technologically evolved (via transhumanism), rather than evolving naturally, because nature simply doesn’t work as fast as technological progress does. This creates an imbalance: byproducts of the new technological advancements that aren’t dealt with, because the consciousness level of the species hasn’t evolved in unison with its technology. The two must be paired together to balance themselves out. Right now, we’re not capable of evolving ourselves in any major way, and so the Greys are doing it for us. Eventually, we will bastardize ourselves, just like they have done with their own species. It’s either that, or destruction of the species via its inability to control its own advancements.

Let me put it another way: let’s say all countries in the world come together, and they amass about 20 trillion dollars to fight one of the two things:
1. Fight the alien invasion that replaces homo sapiens, or
2. Reverse global warming, and change the way we live to be sustainable

Analysts would find that sharing 10 trillion for each wouldn’t work, the whole amount would be required to fight one or another. So, the question arises: what is more important of the two to pursue?

If we choose #1, we’d be nothing but selfish pricks, and there’s no guarantee that we’d win anyway. If anything, global deterioration will continue at a higher rate, while creating technologies to fight these guys.

If we choose #2, we fix the planet and we ensure its good health, and we prove these guys evil for not believing in us in the first place. We do get replaced, but we go out with our head held high.

In the first case, we engage in planetary destruction, while in the second case, we engage in selfless healing. I’m with #2.

Theory on the Alien Agenda

I saw a UFO when I was 17 years old, I’ve written about that before on this blog and elsewhere.

What I never wrote publicly before, was that in the Fall of 2000 (must have been mid-October), when I was still living in Guildford, UK, I had a weird, night incident that resembled an alien abduction story. I have no full memory of it apart from its initial stage; I never attempted hypnosis about it. It created a lot of fear in me, and could not sleep the subsequent nights, until I finally talked to a monk about it a month later, and he helping me overcome it.

Anyway, that’s when my curiosity about the whole UFO thing really peaked. I only left trails about that on my blog through the years, never wide-openly making it a big deal on my blog, and only speaking about it with “what-ifs”. But I feel that now I can talk about it openly, because I have overcome the fear of the situation. I believe that I see the whole alien agenda a bit more objectively, rather than showered in fear. FYI, except these two occasions, I’ve never had an alien-related conscious memory, not before, and not after.

Below is my personal opinion as to what might be happening with these aliens and abductions, in the form of Q&A.

Grey alien

Q: So, you’re saying that “they’re here”?

A: Yes, they’re here, and they’ve been here for a long time already.

Think of it this way: If NONE of the other civilizations haven’t already reached us in all of these millions of years, it means that we would never reach any of them either. Simple statistical logic. That would make this universe of ours, simply, not worth living, as it would make it a lonely, sad place. A literal death trap with nowhere to go.

But I don’t believe that the Universe is such a thing. I believe that it’s teeming with life, and some of that life, has managed to make the big jump. And while we might be a passing curiosity for many of these species, it seems that the ones that look the most like us humanoids (like the Greys, in our case), probably have stuck around for a while. We would do the same thing after all.

Q: What are they doing here?

A: They’re preparing the replacement of homo sapiens with a hybrid species that looks like human, but thinks like a Grey.

Q: Wait, whaaat? Why?

A: Because homo sapiens has run its course. We have managed to acquire great technology, but we can’t use it wisely. The fact that two atomic bombs were dropped on other human beings, and nuclear testing went on for so many years, it shows that homo sapiens is capable of creating, but not of wisely managing its creations. The average human isn’t capable of thinking in a macro-scale, and our politics or even our businesses aren’t designed to take action for more than 2-3 years in the future (generally speaking).

The way we have destroyed our environment and other species in our planet, is another cue. I mean, it’s rather pointy when abductees are told to “take care of the environment”, as far back as the 1970s, right after all the invasive medical procedures. First they harvest your eggs or sperm, and then they tell you to “please don’t litter”? What’s up with that? Obviously, they want the planet intact. They’re not destroyers. They’re a cleanup crew, with respect towards all life. “Fixing” us, would ensure that other species in our planet could go on too without the ever-present human danger.

Q: How are they going to replace us?

A: Using a hybrid program. Several levels of hybridization have been reported. The latest reports speak of hybrids that contain a large part of the Grey intellect (complete with sharp logic, control of emotions, telepathy), in an externally human-looking body. These upgrades are encoded in the hybrid’s DNA, but not switched ON yet. Hence the so called abduction phenomena, and why they mostly abduct people from the same families and lineages — because they carry the DNA they are interested in working with.

Oh, don’t be so sad about it. I’m sure you didn’t bat an eye when you read about the demise of the Neanderthal man. Life moved on. And I’m sure you’re ok with the hundreds of breeds of cats, dogs, cows, chickens, trees, vegetables, and everything in between. All re-made by man. So why should THEY feel guilty doing us? The homo sapiens arrogance, double-standards, and hypocrisy is without an end on this issue.

Q: Wouldn’t it be simpler to just militarily invade us then, instead of this elaborate conspiratorial plan?

A: No. They’re not interested in our resources, and they’re not interested in killing us. In fact, they need us. Water and minerals can easily be extracted from other dead planets or asteroids given the right technology — technology they already have. What’s in short supply instead, is compatible consciousness itself.

To understand why they would prefer to upgrade us, instead of taking us out, or invading us, you must view the whole thing from a higher perspective. A civilization that has managed to survive for a long time, understands evolution and the process of life better than toddler civilizations like ours. With understanding, it comes respect. With respect, they allow evolution take its course. And when there are hiccups (like our suicidal civilization), they offer help. That’s their brand of help.

Other civilizations might help differently. For example, the so-called Pleiadians, advise us to sit down our ass, meditate all day, and go vegan. Find our own way via enlightenment. Obviously, the Greys are a bit more hands-on and practical than spewing hippie shit.

Q: Why don’t they just tell us what to do instead of replacing us?

A: Because they know of our mental limitations. If suddenly your selfish child-self were to move in with a different family that you share no familial bond with, and who they would tell you to make a perfect bed, clean up your room daily, brush your teeth and walk the dog twice a day, and take on a number of household chores, what would the result be? Resentment, that’s what it would be. You’d grow to hate them for not letting you “be free”: wasteful, lazy, un-thoughtful etc. So the main new feature of the replacement species is meant to be responsibility, so such “chores” are not seen as chores anymore, but as necessary acts to keep the planet tidy.

Q: So you’re saying that they’re doing it out of the goodness of their hearts?

A: Yes, and no. They definitely get something out of it too, let’s not be naive here. This is two-way beneficial, it’s not just for us. My understanding is that this is how they propagate their species and civilization: by breeding with compatible, local alpha-species, which gives them the ability to actually live in the various planetary environments. It’s in fact, the smart way of “invading”.

Q: So, they ARE invading!

A: In a way, yes, they are. But in another way, they’re not. If they wanted to just plainly invade and take us over, they’d have done so thousands of years ago (apparently, according to reports, they found us a long time ago). Instead, they chose, and were ALLOWED to do so only after the human species reached its end of its rope evolutionarily-speaking, and stupidly started using nuclear weapons. In fact, the program kickstarted in a serious manner exactly then. That timing is no coincidence, and it’s the biggest clue as to “why” and “why now”.

Q: Who allowed them to do so?

A: If we have a United Nations and a NATO, rest assured there’s something equivalent on a galactic scale. The Grey program seems to be at least one of the programs that is active in our planet. Some other alien factions have expressed support for the Grey program, and some others dismay. Just like in our UN, nobody can agree on everything, but probably majority rules (or it might be a hierarchical system, who knows).

Q: Why aren’t other alien species revealing themselves?

A: Because no one wants to deal with children who just found the box of matches. There is a type of prime directive, but unlike Star Trek, it’s not about the invention of a warp drive. Instead, that prime directive, is requirement of undeniable proof that the young species isn’t suicidal. Because if they are suicidal, it means that they would be equally hostile. So, they would never show up on our doorstep and introduce themselves, in order to protect their own. You don’t go knock the door and introduce yourself & your kids to the registered sex offender next door, now do you? If a species goes through successfully that crucial phase on its evolutionary development (I’m guessing most civilizations do through that), and it irons out any destructive inklings, then, they would reveal themselves.

Since we FAILED to do so (with the nuclear bombings and wars), “help” was sanctioned, and approved.

Q: Does our government know about this?

A: Of course they do, at least since 1947 via the Roswell crash, or maybe a tiny bit earlier (the so-called “foo fighters”, an early name for flying saucers, were reported by both Allies and Axis pilots). Although there’s no clear proof of it, Eisenhower is said to be the first and only president who saw these beings in the flesh in 1954, and inked a deal after the Washington DC UFO incidents in 1952. At some level, the government cooperated at least up to the 1970s — then information gets a bit murky, as the deal supposedly fell through, after the government realized the extensive abduction phenomena.

Q: Why don’t they disclose it?

A: They can’t. Both because the aliens don’t want them to, but also because it makes absolutely no sense to disclose it. And no, it’s NOT because as many people before have mentioned, that it would destroy our socio-economic system and our religious beliefs. That is hogwash, humans are ready for an alien life announcement from that point of view. The REAL danger, is that they CAN’T adequately explain to citizens that homo sapiens will eventually get replaced with a hybrid version, and that people get abducted against their will to that end. That’s simply something that you CAN’T tell the average Joe, because their intellect would only go as far as: INVASION (for liberals), or, DEMONS FROM HELL (for conservatives). And while it is a TYPE of invasion (from one point of view), it’s one that’s BENEFICIAL, and NEEDED by us. But humans are so RACIST, that they would never see it like that. They’ll see it as WAR. And that’s a war that no Earth government can win. So there’s *absolutely nothing* to tell the public, but express denial and laugh it off.

I personally agree with the US government, and the aliens, that disclosure SHOULD NOT happen (neither I believe it will). Homo sapiens is simply too stupid to see the bigger picture in an objective manner. That’s why it’s getting replaced in the first place! Duh!

Q: Are you a government misinformation shill?

A: No. I’m just an artist. One with lots of imagination. And rather good analytical skills, if I may say so myself.

Q: Why can’t our government fight them at all?

A: Let’s replace “government” with CIA/NSA + military. The “government” as you know it, is inadequate to act on such issues, so they’re kept in the dark (correctly or not) since the JFK times. In fact, let’s go one step further and replace CIA/NSA + military with the private sector. A lot of these project has been moved on since to the private sector, the big government contractors.

A number of previously top-secret documents of CIA experimenting with LSD and remote viewing are now public. The public somehow thinks that they experimented with them in order to achieve “mind control”. Which is a completely false theory, since no one on LSD can be “controlled” in any way. One of the reasons why CIA explored these, was so it could understand and access parallel realities, and access information vital to counter-intelligence (which ended in failure, since the aliens have technology that can block junior consciousness like ours from accessing their ships).

You see, most of the abductions don’t even happen in our physical realm. They usually happen in our neighboring “sheet of reality”/dimension (“astral world”). Even in the event that they appear physically, they often only abduct the etheric body and not the physical one (despite erroneous reports by abductees who can’t tell the difference, or hypnotists who are staunch atheists and they don’t accept the idea of multi-dimensional bodies). Hence the very little-to-none proof of abduction, the fact that we have no memory of it (due to altered state required to inhabit a different dimension), or the foggy and out of focus pictures of UFOs (there are technical reasons for that btw). Yes, they can operate in our reality, and they often do, but I postulate that they mostly work in a neighboring reality, where humans can enter only as an altered state. Impregnation, implants can be inserted on the etheric body, and still influence the physical body, although such acts mostly are done in our physical realm.

I want to Believe

Q: Wait, you lost me. Don’t mix New Age crap in this please. At least, keep it sci-fi.

A: Sorry to rain on your parade, but in order to understand how these guys came here in the first place (it’s easier to punch through realities than break the speed of light), or how they operate, some of these “New Age” beliefs about dimensions and higher selves, and souls, must be mixed in to the whole story.

This is where I had my biggest blockage in accepting the whole story for years too. It was because when someone was mixing New Age “spirituality” in all this, I hated it and I was shutting it down, because I was an atheist (I still am, but of a different kind). I believed that aliens would simply be from another planet, and that’s about it.

Only when I started studying psychedelics I realized that what we call “spiritual”, is nothing but science that we haven’t understood yet. There’s nothing spiritual about souls, “guardian angels”, or “negative entities”. These are just naive words we use because we don’t understand the nature of reality at that level yet. Eventually, we could understand how a soul is just a piece of consciousness that derives from a larger piece, how spirit guides are nothing but evolved entities that help junior entities in their own path of evolution, and that dark entities are just entities who evolved to not give a shit about anything, so we simply perceive them as dark, because our toddler brain has only evolved as far as interpreting danger at a rudimentary level, and it doesn’t always see things the way they truly are (meaning, what we might perceive as a “demon” might physically and emotionally look very different to a more advanced brain or entity).

Q: So you’re saying we’re not dead… after death?

A: Our ego/persona dies (because it was just a construct to keep us alive, and not fundamental), but our consciousness continues its evolution into another vessel/body. This is why the Greys themselves refer to physical bodies as “containers”. Evolution happens both in the consciousness level, and in the physical level. Absolutely nothing stays the same (physical or immaterial), and as everything changes, it strives for novelty. Hence “evolution”. As for “God”, it’s nothing but the sum of everything manifested and unmanifested, trying to understand what itself is. In absolute reality, all is one, there’s no separation. But in order to understand itself, these sparks of consciousness are needed, in order to understand itself “from the inside” (since there’s nothing outside the Everything). “God” is not a guy, and has no persona. It’s simply pure Being. It doesn’t care if you pray to it or not either. You’re in it, and you’re it.

Q: Ok… so the Greys know all that “religious” stuff, but they approach them scientifically instead?

A: Yes. And they’re in fact, in contact with these higher entities (seen the size of their head lately? these guys can reach them via meditation easily I reckon). There have been reports of actual souls (which look like balls of light) entering abducted pregnant women, to give life to their babies. Greys have also showed future probabilistic scenes, they’ve shown past life information, and other such things, that we would naively call “spiritual”. It’s just crazy-advanced science, that’s all.

Very telling are constant reports of abductees pleading to be left alone, and the Greys coldly replying: “we have every right, you have already agreed to this prior to coming to this life”. And they’re probably right.

Q: Are they demons? Do they steal souls?

A: Erm… no… these are religious stupidities that humans believe. They just want to propagate in the cosmos, just like all alive species do. Merging with native species that easily survive without cloning in their natural environment (that Greys aren’t adapted to), is their way of propagating and evolving at a fast pace. It’s rather brilliant actually.

Q: So… are they good, or are they bad?

A: They’re rather neutral, like we are. They are doing us a favor, they’re doing themselves a favor, and at the same time, they’re inflicting pain anyway (ask the mutilated cows if they agreed to that prior coming to this life — har, har). At the end of the day, it’s a point of view. If you focus on the positives, they’re good, if you focus on the negatives, they’re bad. The current schism in Ufology these days, with half the people claiming that they’re good, and the other half claiming they’re bad, is kinda laughable actually. Both sides are short-sighted.

Q: What’s their end game?

A: Their plan is long-term, but they also prepare for the worst, in case they have to act quickly. Basically, I believe that in their best case scenario, the switch will happen without anyone realizing that it did. Hybrid abductees from old lineages of hybrids would just blend, make babies, and at some point, gradually get “switched on” by the Greys to make use of their higher functions (e.g. previously blocked memories, extra scientific knowledge, telepathy etc). By that time, they’d be a lot of them to take over the planet slowly but surely (some ufologists say that up to 5% of the population today has been abducted at some point in their life).

The worst case scenario is if world war with nuclear probability starts soon, or if the governments go on the offensive. In that case, these abductees/hybrids would have to be switched on early, to try and tame the situation and take the upper hand. In fact, abductees have been shown VR scenarios where they have to play a role in a chaotic situation. That was preparation, just in case.

Obviously, the Greys hope for the first case, where the transition happens smoothly (as it is probable that has happened in our far past too), and without the population realizing it, or without viewing it as an invasion. But they also prepare for the alternative.

Q: When is the switch going to happen?

A: It already has. According to David Jacobs, PhD, it started early in the last decade. It’s a program that started in the 19th century, or a bit earlier, and it intensified in the 1940s, with the atomic age. Humans didn’t realize that abductions were happening until mid-1960s, when hypnosis became available.

Q: Now what?

A: Now nothing. When these beings take over in the future in one way or another, it won’t be pretty for homo sapiens. Not that they would inflict a genocide or anything, but it’s not going to be nice to be the inferior species of the two. When these guys are able to speak telepathically between them and we can’t, that gives them an advantage in life.

Q: What about crop circles?

A: I just see them as teasers. At least the ones that are authentic, and not made by prankster humans.

Q: Who are the Men in Black?

A: Could be anyone. Human agents, hybrids, or Greys “wearing” a human cloned body. Depends on the mission, I guess.

Q: What about the Reptilians, Nazis on the moon, secret US bases on Mars?

A: These conspiracies are the silliest ever. “The Queen of England and most politicians are Reptilians”, they say. Oh, really? If advanced alien Reptilians had taken over Trump’s body, then Trump would have ceased to be such a buffoon the day he stepped into White House. That’s proof right there that these conspiracies are stupid beyond belief.

I don’t doubt that two souls can be housed in a single container, but I don’t think that this would be allowed without a pre-agreement. I’d consider it to be a rarity.

Q: Ok now… surely you don’t believe that Greys exist, right?

A: I’m certain they do. People have seen them not only consciously, or via hypnosis, but also via meditation and psychedelics.

Break-through psychedelics are not hallucinations per se. Psychedelics turn off the brain’s filter (which helps us navigate and survive our reality), and so we experience reality in a rough, unfiltered way (hence the colors and fractals). When entering other concrete neighboring realities via psychedelics, we can see everything in crisp detail (and that’s how Greys were seen). The “higher” we go in terms of dimensions, the more abstract things become (because they’re further from our set-in-stone reality). In these higher dimensions, our brain can’t comprehend the non-Eucleidian math found there, a great article from a Stanford researcher can be read here about that subject.

Q: It must just be sleep paralysis. They can’t be real.

A: What’s “real”? Our reality is only real to us because our senses telling us so, while our brain filters out anything we don’t need to survive. On an altered state, by definition you tune in to another reality, because you shift your senses elsewhere.

As for sleep paralysis, that has always been such a cop-out explanation that it’s not even funny anymore. How about all the people who were not sleeping when abducted, or when seeing UFOs, often in mass sightings?

I’ll tell you this: from ALL the other supernatural conspiracies out there (e.g. bigfoot, Loch ness, chupakabra, ghosts etc), the UFO conspiracy is the only one that has both survived the test of time, AND it is the only one that is backed up by testimonies of credible people: from cops on the job, to ex-military personnel, to trained pilots, and of course, astronauts that have gone public (like Buzz Aldrin), and a US president being a witness, Jimmy Carter. Google it.

Q: Can I do something about all that?

A: No. Whatever’s going to happen, it’s going to happen. Who cares, really? I mean, even if we get reincarnated here, we’d still have bodies to inhabit, only upgraded ones. I find that a positive thing. If you take the racist approach of “pure-blood human”, you will get disappointed: we’re probably never been pure blood, and in any way, only your ego would take such sides of “us and them”. A higher self, which can reincarnate into anything, doesn’t give a shit if its next body is a human, a Grey, a human-grey hybrid, or an ant.

So live your life in peace and happiness while you’re still human, and you have the gift of thought to appreciate creation.

How to avoid an alien abduction

During my lucid dream today, semi-jokingly my spirit guide Esther says that the only way to avoid an abduction, is to induce coma for at least 1 yr, until they lose interest. Hardly a great way to get out of that ain’t it? But she says there’s no other way, you just need to make your body and spirit unavailable to them.

That reply really got me surprised, because it was definitely not my own subconscious generating it. I never thought about getting into a… coma as a solution to the reported phenomena. In fact, it surprised me so much during my dream, that I kept repeating it throughout until I woke up (“remember it, remember it…”). I have long discussions with my spirit guide often about stuff, but I rarely remember them, but this time I needed to remember it.

I also asked her then why do they abduct people, and she told me “you know why” (and I do, a post for another time).

I then asked her if the Greys are good or bad, and she said that they’re not necessarily great, they are just doing what they were “hired” to do. Then I asked who ordered the project, and she says: “I can’t tell you that” (she wouldn’t reveal it).

So, yeah, that happened today.

The Six Pillars of Health

After many years of research on the subject, I found that these are the six most important points for one’s health. In no particular order, but sunlight is probably the most important of them all.

– Exposure to Sunlight

Two hours of early AM sunlight, as minimum. Without sunlight, our mitochondria don’t work.

– Exposure to Clean Air

Extra oxygenation via walking, breathing exercises, yoga, tai chi and meditation. Vigorous exercise is not needed, and especially if you’re already sick, it must not be pursued. Sitting too much or not knowing how to breath deeply, creates lactate acidosis in the body, which is the beginning of the end for health. This is what Chinese also call “Qi liver stagnation”.

– Exposure to Clean Water

Spring water, non-fluoridated, alkaline if possible. And LOTS of it! The water, along with some salt and DHA, will act as the electricity in your body, to carry out the needed functions of what some people call “detoxification” (although that’s not the right word for what’s going on).

– Exposure to the Right Diet

Plant-based Paleo, also known as Pegan (some offal, some wild fish and eggs, but mostly plants/fruits). Removing grains and sugars from the diet, we assure that the liver will have enough B vitamins to do its job: releasing away or converting the lactic acid. Otherwise, you end up with a non-alcoholic fatty liver, and everything starts breaking down in the body. More explanation of the Pegan diet here.

– Exposure to the Right Sleep

No sleep, no bueno. Circadian rhythms is our clock, and without that clock, things fall apart. Sleep when the sun goes down, or at the very least use blue-blocker glasses at night.

– Exposure to the Right Frequencies

This might be seen as quackery, but it’s not. Non-native EMF signals, are detrimental to our health. Avoid wifi, cellphones as much as you can, and anything of the like. Walk barefoot on the bare Earth to get the right frequency to heal your body.

The Ban of Religious & Political Symbols in Europe

I’m personally against the recent European ban on wearing religious or political symbols at work (or in public). To truly be a well-functioning multi-cultural race, we must accept other people’s freedom to dress as they like. What this law is doing, is simply trying to equalize people by saying that “in work, or in public, you’re just one, bland, neutral culture”. But that’s wishful thinking, an illusion.

This is bound to create resentment, and in my view, it’s simply evil. As long as the job is not required to have very specific requirements (e.g. teachers having eye-contact, or special uniforms in chem labs etc), then people should be free to wear anything they want, at any time. Or wear nothing at all. Anything else, is tyranny, and not worthy of a progressive ideology.

True progressiveness gives freedom to the people to express themselves any way they like and at all times, not in time slots of 9-5, Mon-Fri. If anything, the enlightenment and individualism wave dictates as much! True progressives don’t hide behind the lame and hypocritical “your religion is a fairy tale, so I don’t want to be reminded of it”. Either you’re a true progressive on this, or you’re a closeted conservative.

What’s next? If there were aliens from another planet landing, that happened to be “spiritual” in some definition, to dictate to them what to wear and how to behave just so you can feel “European”? You know very well that the answer to that would be “no”. So why treat humans differently?

Star Trek: The Next Generation would be ashamed of you.

Reactions of aliens landing

If extraterrestrials were to land on Earth, here is how five types of people, based on their soul evolution, would react:

Infant souls: “Ugly m0therf/ers. Kill ’em and steal their tech.”

Baby souls: “They’re demons! Pray, pray to be saved! Oh Lord!”

Young souls: “Gentlemen, let’s do business! Coffee?”

Mature souls: “They’re different than us, but we accept diversity.”

Old souls: “Aliens? What aliens?”

Hypocrisy of the progressives

All these anti-Trump posts are laughable. Your fellow citizens VOTED for him because they felt desperate: racism is stronger when there are financial problems in the middle & lower class. You should have knocked THEIR door and ask them if they needed help BEFORE the election. Yes, it is your fault liberals. It is your FAILURE to be a truly progressive person in your daily life that drove everyone else towards Trump.

When was the last time you gave half of your earnings to a family down the street that’s out of work for months? When was the last time you actively decided to not buy something created in the slums of Asia? When was the last time you decided not to eat an animal that had lived a terrible life and had never seen the sun or ever walked? When was the last time you actively decided to buy an electric car instead? When was the last time you decided to not join the military, and not be in the business of killing? When was the last time you invited a homeless person in your home, even with the risk that entails? When was the last time you decided to not work for that oil firm, even if it’d make *you* homeless?

Oh, all that stuff are too drastic for you? Don’t say! Sorry, but that’s the price of humanity. That’s the price of love. That’s what needs to be done for things to CHANGE. It’s not a matter of a president, it’s a matter of EVERYONE changing. Without showing love, you get an opposite reaction. And this time around, it manifested like a Trump presidency. Now, go and march on, idiots. Trump doesn’t give a rat’s ass about you, he’ll still do what he wants. You did this. Look at the mirror, before you start pointing fingers to others. Your marches and your posts are nothing but hypocrisy.

I’m sick and tired of your blindness. You fail to understand that your life experience is utterly democratic. You create your reality with your everyday actions. If all citizens are all about themselves and no one else, they will create that shared reality, even if some of you paint yourself a “progressive” or not. You’re only progressive in theory! In action, you’re just as ineffective or close-minded as these “alt-right” [complete] idiots. And so you get what you deserve too, along everyone else.

Boo-hoo.

No, Greys do not abduct people to acquire a soul

That’s the premise of a well known book by Nigel Kerner. Below, I will delve into such popular mythology, to logically explain why Kerner’s theory is wrong. Let’s assume that the alien agenda mythology of our time, is true.

So, the whole premise of Greys trying to acquire a soul is truly laughable. It makes no historical or logical sense. It’s been widely reported that Greys also abduct in the astral world, not just the physical. So Greys do have souls (or a group soul with limited individuality). Not to mention DMT reports of getting abducted in spirit. These abductions don’t have to do anything with trying to get a soul. If that was the case, they would have accomplished that *thousands of years ago*, on this planet, or some other planet with similar life. There is ZERO logic to think that these beings would suddenly get interested in getting a soul in the 1950s (when their program intensified), and not in 10000 BC. Obviously, their motives are different.

It probably has to do with trying to “save” the human race (which is why their program intensified after the first atomic bomb went off, after a grace period of thousands of years of letting humans figure out peace by themselves failed). Just like priests go and preach in other continents to convert natives into a new way of thinking (for better or worse), same way, the Greys are trying to shove some logic into us, via releasing these hybrids onto the world. Just like our priests, they think they’re doing the right thing. Usually, it proves to be a disaster because the populations in these converted places don’t have the background and culture to sustain a civilized Western society (think the state of Africa today, with continuous warfare).

The Greys are doing the same mistake, thinking that offering us telepathy, it would fix us. I’m certain that it would fix a lot of our problems, for sure, but at what cost? Telepathy and empathy are good things, but only when the species is ready for it. Humans aren’t ready for it. If we were ready for it, we would have evolved (or manufacture) these senses ourselves. Instead the Greys are pushing the matter for us. Maybe they see our demise in our current ways and they can’t stay idle by. But it’s our right to destroy ourselves up if we’re that stupid. It should be our decision, not theirs. However, you need to take into account here that humans aren’t the only life on this planet. Taking ourselves out would most certainly mean animals and plant life too, which is something we do NOT have a right to decide for them!

So someone might ask: why do they even care? Well, maybe we belong to a bunch of planets under someone’s rule, without ourselves even knowing it. In that case, the Greys are simply contractors, trying to keep the livestock from killing itself by altering its genetic makeup, instead of playing cop 24/7 which would be much more costly, and intrusive in the daily life of the planet.

The way Pleiadians on the other side go about the whole thing, is more careful and wise IMHO. Instead of doing genetic experiments to alter our way of thinking, they get volunteers to incarnate here as 100% humans (aka starseeds). These starseeds simply offer their spiritual point of view to their fellow humans, and then it’s up to these humans to decide if they want to adopt that point of view, or simply dismiss these “spiritual” people as cranks. Pleiadians offer a CHOICE. Greys do not.

In a sense, if the Greys are professional contractors hired to do a job, the Pleiadians are the hippies entering the field disguised as cows, trying to convince the other cows that grass is greener on the other side.

In reality, they BOTH interfere, because humanity does need a helping hand in this day and age. But HOW you help humanity, is of major importance. The Greys have decided for us, to make us, “not us”. And that’s unacceptable, EVEN if they might have had our best interests in mind, and EVEN if it might work just fine at the end, by replacing homo sapiens with a more logical version. Someone said once that the definition of evil is “removal of free will”. The Greys are doing just that, both on a local level (abductions), and on a worldwide level (forced evolutionary steps to replace homo sapiens). The Pleiadians on the other hand, do not remove free will. They interfere only up to the point of offering a choice. Free will stays intact in that case.

This is my personal opinion on the whole alien agenda thing. I try to offer a practical view on why this is happening NOW and not thousands of years ago (that’s the key to understand what they’re doing and why, IMHO). It’s simply because it’s NOW that humanity is in the crossroads. It’s only NOW that such interventions make sense in our history.

And that’s why the US government can NOT (and should NOT) disclose the truth about alien activity. It’s not about “humans aren’t ready to accept aliens”, because humans have been ready for it for over 50 years! What humans are NOT ready to accept is that level of helpless interference, or even the idea of being owned. THAT is the stingy point in the whole story, not merely that “aliens exist”. Because of that, I SUPPORT the US government decision to NOT disclose anything about aliens to the public. Let homo sapiens go, in peace, and without any brouhaha. Why make a mess about it? Especially if we can’t change anything?

Of the two philosophies and points of view (Pleiadian and Greys), who’s going to win at the end? Of course the Greys will win. They’re methodical, and they have immediate results. If humans were wise to accept the Pleiadian offer, they wouldn’t need the Greys’ intervention in the first place because they’d be peaceful on their own. The very fact that we need such intervention, points to the adoption of the fastest solution: and that’s the one that the Greys are offering. The Pleiadian solution of (essentially boiling down to) “if you sit down and meditate 5 hours a day you become more spiritual”, just doesn’t play well with most humans. Not more than 5% of humans would do that, even if their life depended on it (and it does!). The rest 95% of people, the people who don’t want to change their ways, “democratically” dictate the action that needs to be taken: their replacement. The Greys are hired for just that. And frankly, they do an awesome job at it.

Don’t get confused from the above btw, as to if I support the Pleiadians or the Greys. IMHO, after eons of existence, we all go back to becoming One. How we get there, one way or another way, the end result is always the same. So who cares who wins this time? If the whole thing makes you too sad, then it’s only because you don’t manage to get hold of the even bigger picture. In other words, even if the Greys win this time around, to get the bigger picture and get freed from that cycle of interference, you’d need to adopt the Pleiadian way anyway. So there’s always time to do that, in a few thousands years from now. When even that new “logical” human hybrid era will come to an end too, and a new way of thinking will naturally (or unnaturally) emerge.

That’s why, the only thing you can do today, and you should do, is live your life. Be happy.